Dear...

I lay awake and wait to die
I can't believe I still can cry
A dried out corpse you left behind
an empty husk the next will find

I look for love but find none
I guess a sinner has no fun.
For once I smile, I now crack
and beg your soul to take me back.

I pay for my sin by my own hand
seeing my dreams dissolve to sand.
I want you back no matter the cost
my heart I ice into a thick frost

An everlasting winter is all I feel
I sit in slumber and wait to heal
I've given up without you

What I hoped would be one, is forever two.